这个地方 乱了。

怎么这里变了，
太久没blog了。
都不流行了啦 部落各 这东西。

很想称赞自己，
因为很久很久没有来这里了，
也代表自己成长了。

学会太多东西。
好的 坏的，都不重要了。
重点是，
一个学期 又过了，很好，我还需要再撑多一点点，
一切都会过去得。

我听人家说，社会就是这样的。

社会 这种东西 我玩不起，
所以 我学会不去相信任何人了。


给 ：天堂的你

这次也是最后一次写信给你了。
我真的真的要学会成长了。

这一路 每一步 都走得太辛苦。

其实 我真的是不能忘记。
不是我不要，
我真的是办不到。

我也不懂为什么要强迫自己笑，自己忙。
也许这是唯一可以让我忘记的方法。

我承认我还是会偷偷躲起来哭。
不开心，也会躲起来哭，然后隔一天起来假装没事。

所以我讨厌让我掉眼泪的人。

不过也没关系了。
我忘了 我的目的是把书读好，其他的与我无关。

不需要去解释了，一切都不重要了。

昨天看了一个广告，
我哭了。

爸爸没有躲起来，爸爸的爱一直都在。

我相信这个是真的。
我相信你还存在着。
谢谢你给的力量，我知道你在看着我。
谢谢你给的鼓励，我会加油。

你会保护我的，我知道，都知道。
请你 的爱 要一直这样下去，陪我度过每一天。
我很爱你。

我不可以哭，因为明天要换IC，所以我不要写了。
哈哈 :)

今天这一切，在这里 句号了。

很爱你，想你了。

Awkward post.

Awkward hello to everyone. 

Awkward hair I have there, omg :\

Btw, Blogspot layout had changed!
Love the multiple pictures upload part, but definitely not the spacing part.
So mafan meh ._.

Eh-nee-wei! Just gonna update my post with super random things.
Yeah, so awkwardddddddddddddddddd mehh ._.

Wonder why am I using the word "awkward" so frequently these days?
It all started with a guy named Azis in my class.
He's a very quiet guy actually,
Nah, he didn't like us anyway.
But he's kind of good with me last time.
He giggled alot in class, and yeahh, kind of miss them though, FYI we're in separate class now.
Lolol.
So one day he came to us girls and for no reason, we looked at him.
He then said something which was quite funny and memorable to me, I mean to every one of us in the class, ROFL.
He said, "YOU GIRLS ALWAYS MAKE ME FEEL SO AWKWARD."

wewerelike hmm, ._.?


And from then onwards, Amani used to say this word to me with his expression.
Like super awkward expression. XD
We don't even know what we did and when did we make him feel so cause we never talk that much with him, and that's why, fine chop chop!
And yea, that's the end of the 'awkward' story.

AWKWARDLY AWESOME. :)

 Have you peepo watched the movie, "The Smurfs" ?

NO?
NOT YET?

Omg, you're so not fashion.

Btw, I love this movie for their smurfxactly cuteeeeeeee expression!
LA LA LA LA LA LA,
And I got myself almost all the McDonald's Smurfs' collectibles!
Yeepee heepee! :DDDDDDDDDDDD

Kinda sad though cos I didn't get to buy Smurfette, Clumsy and Singing Harmony.

I WANT SINGING HARMONY SO BADLY!! :(

If anyone of you happened to view my blog and wished to sell it, please please let me know k?
*wink*

 See the Baby with rambut cucuk!

Handsome horrr? 

Like bad guy like that, haha!
He too, very busy with assignments nowadays.
Ker lian lo, same like me.
Hahaha, jiayouuuuuuuuuu rambut cucuk eh! :D






















I like this quote. Teehee! :D Random.


AND ME!
Almost died for the past few weeks.

Assignments assignments assignments.

Due date due date due date.

fml ._.

Know what, now I know why most of the designers do not have their own blogs.
All they got were just websites for them to display their own designs and creations.
Why?
Just compare the daily routine of a normal student and a design student :

A normal student wake up, take breakfast, get to school, revise and sleep.

A design student?

Wake up, draw, Adobe, sketch, Adobe, take photographs, Adobe, print, Adobe, brainstorm, Adobe, still wide awake and good morning.

So now you can see why I don't update my blog that often now.
And part of it is because peepo nowadays don't blog anymore.
Just like MSN, been slowly forgotten.
How sad right, aww :(
I used to on MSN every single night and chit-chatted with my girlfriends and got to know the Baby more through it.

Tumblr replaced Blogger, Facebook replaced Friendster, Whatsapp replaced MSN.

Who knows, in 100 years to come, we might be connecting with each other through our brain itself.
That's so cool anyway.
Too bad I will not be in this earth anymore when that time reaches.
:((

Wokiee, before I'm off,
Hoh yeah, meet my bears family!

Aww, I know you love me cos you're willing to turn your head around to look at me! :P

Vain bears :P

Meet new members! :
Almond

 

 Amos

Yeah, wished to photoshoot them someday.
Wait till I'm free! :D
Anticipating :DD

Lastly, recommending you a very nice iPhone game, GELATO MANIA.

OMG, I'm sooooooooo awesome cause I'm better than the Baby in this game.
HAHA!
Kidding :P

Ciao`
:D

给未来的自己。

太过忙了，几乎忘了还有这里。
这几天都把自己埋在课业，功课里面。
前阵子还为了专科这个东西伤透了脑子。
最后，还是留在原地，什么也没动。
连脑袋也一样，很固执非常固执。

休息了一个礼拜，
调整好心情，
我回到了噩梦的地方。
其实也不是不懂你懂得越多，你就会有更多的东西得做。
只是一下子不适应罢了。

一个礼拜啊，说场不长，说短不短。
功课从来没停过，呼。
几乎没有时间去思考。

今天我超强，我和杰克林一起搭地铁到了KLCC。
然后只为了噢买嘎的一个Sketch，
也太远了吧。._.
原本的计划也没进行，就自己先回来了。

没错，自己。
天啊，我一直以为我很弱。
因为我很胆小，只是很爱装大胆。
和杰克林在Masjik Jamed 道别，然后自己前往KelanaJaya站。
LRT简直是多人到，尤其是到KL Sentral的时候。
那些人也是很奇怪，
明明前面就有手把，
还要硬硬站过来别人的位置。

对啦，全世界只有你一个人需要手把，
我就很厉害Balance咩？
._.

然后自己搭啊搭啊，终于过了超不多10+站吧，
到了终点。
下手扶梯的时候还真的是紧张到手狂冒汗。
:(

重点来啦，请问要如何从Kelana Jaya回家，
以最省钱的方法。



将将，就是搭巴士咯！:)

我真的还是第一次从Kelana Jaya搭巴士去Sunway Pyramid。
因为这是我唯一可以想到的路程。
因为有个放飞机的坏蛋还在学校做功课，
所以就想到要到学校找他。
问了问，是 U623没错。
谢谢你印度姐姐！ :)

到了Sunway，再转巴士去学校。
该死的天气，KLCC就冷到不像话，Sunway巴士站就热到飙汗。
等了整整20多分钟才看到我可爱的Taylor's Bus。._.

开心到疯了，虽然很累。
不过很值得，因为我知道我可以很安全的到家了。

到了学校，几乎快累垮了。
脸超红，又忘了带水瓶，直接冲去找宝贝。
结果。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
他们在讨论，
拜托你叫我等一下的手势好像交通警察叻。
我又没犯法 ._.

最后还是很安全的到家啦 赫赫 :D

强 啦 我！！

哦耶！

其实我讲了将多，
我在想可能很多人都不懂我在讲什么。
很多人也应该不懂这种感觉。
那种 很有成就感的感觉。

怎么说呢，
或许你有车，你有专用司机。
可是你却不能体会那种只有年轻体壮的时候能做的事。

不是说我不想拥有一辆车。
我连做梦都想要拥有一辆，
至少不用挤巴士，机交通工具。

可是啊，
很多人都不懂那种感觉。
那种等到痛疼，
热到脸红，
然后终于挤进去了又要担心自己的钱包电话还有没有在，
还要忍受一堆人的味道。

人有时候就是那么的矛盾。
没车的人，很希望拥有一辆。
有车的人，又嫌塞车找位置很烦。
没车的人，有了车，又开始烦。

说来说去，我们都在轮回。
有些时候自己会想一想，
我们是不是不可以太过强求。
得学会接受现在拥有的一切。
如果是不好的，只能希望会有所改变。
往好的方面想，就会很开心啊！

不管怎样，怎样都会受伤，伤了又怎样，至少我很坚强。 :)

就好像搭巴士一样，
又没什么不好啦，
可以省钱，可以休息，可以保护地球。

就好像人家不喜欢你，
又没什么大不了啦，
不是说你拿人家的钱，吃人家的给的饭，靠人家过日子了。

就好像功课老师不接受，
又没什么难啦，
学会从失败中再从新开始，考验自己的能力，可以动动脑不会生锈，多好。

可能生活上有太多东西我们无法控制，
更不用说想改变。

可是 自己还是要告诉自己，
拿出自己的勇气，
很少很少也好，
做一个能够有自己的天地的自己，
反而会更好。
况且 自己也不是因为别人而活得。
盲目追求一些不属于自己的幸福，何苦？

强啊 这个字 讲，每个人都会，

能够靠自己的人，才是强 你懂吗？




我要握住一个最美的梦，给未来的自己。
:)

加油！！

Ciao`

Holidai. Holidai. Holidai.

HOLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
Bonjour bonjour?
Holidai!
:)

Kaya said HI ! :D

Not even sure what the heck I was doing back then.
I promised to blog "tomorrow" in my last blog post, which is N days ago, and
*DANG*
Dah lupa dah, lol.

Why holidai?
This is what Mitchell Tan Sze Ming told us last time.
Okay, forget about it.
Haha!

Holiday rike firally ya.
YEEEEEEEH! :)
After spending one week in KL, now left one more week nia.
Ooops, I'm not that wise after all, I need more breaks!
:(

Realised I didn't update my blog that much since Semester 3 started.
Semester 3 was awesome, learned lots of Photoshop thingy, about fonts.
All sorts of projects, and yeahhh, finally done!
:D


Some of my works.
UP poster, a big-head-scratch, and the 7 Faces.
Really very very very stress up.
But what to do.
This is my choice, the challenge that I wanted.
HA :D
Buck Up Tan Ah Lian! :)

So what've I did during my holiday?

1. Went Chelsea vs Malaysia XI Match @ Stadium Bukit Jalil with the boyfie.


VERY VERY VERY AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEE! :D
Because got ma Torres woohooooo!
Will update about this later! :)

Chelsea Chelsea! :)

2. Went IKEA with our own legs? ROFL


He's so kutlat, fixing my table for me.
LUP YOU LA, thanks :P
More update soon! :D



3. Prize Giving photoshoot @ My Blissful Moment


First Runner Up, kudos :D



4. Recuperation period cos tiny creatures made me go OMG.


Still got red dots (in this case black cos it's in greyscale mode) on ma face.
Not going to talk much cos I got pantang. HAHA!

Acne and pimple breakouts that made me vexed for so long.
Not wearing any makeups, in my case, the cause of every single thing, BB Cream, nowadays.
They said it's a makeup, which I originally took it as sunblock lol -.-
Seriously, I don't like it cos it's very annoying and imagine you have to bring them(acne) everywhere you go.
I understand the feeling, the feeling of being inferior for not having a flawless face.

I'm thankful cos I got a very wonderful Mommy and of course a very awesome Boyfie.
Thanks for giving me the greatest care Mommy. :)
Can't believe she's even more anxious than me, she looked after my diet, bought me good stuffs, googled articles for me, and more.
Seriously, if it's not her, my condition will be even worse than what you see today.

And the boyfie of course, the very touched sentence from him,
"Aiya nvm laaa, you let me see only, not other people pun. I like can already la! HAHA "
Hahaha, damn touched.
Shall wallop you if you forgot what you said one day.
XDD

On medication now, pray hard hard.
Haha!

K, shall update soon.
Kuantan this Friday!
Yeehooo! :P



Ciao`
:)

A date with the Decepticon.

Transformers 3 Dark Of The Moon is finally outta yea ! :D



And so the Autobot which is me, went for a movie date with the Decepticon, which is the Baby.

Why Decepticon?
Because he always bully me HMPH.
Hahahhaa, kidding :P

Bought our tickets earlier that day.
Many people can't get the tickets laa, even my lecturer.
She was like , "AHH, I cannot get the tickets laaa."

Seriously it was super-zuper crowded the other day.

Forgotten to bring my own mineral water,
Imma good girl,
Always bring my own mineral water before I'm off to the cinema,
Save money maaaa.
Heeehe :P

But this time, forgot to bring aiyo.
No choice, we had to line up at the we-don't-know-which-leads-to-the-titbits-counter-and which-one-to-the-cineplex line.


SEE THE CROWD, epic.

So we lined up for ten minutes, still not there yet.
Movie's starting, looking at the crowd, what to do?
Then we gave up.
Aihs.
:(

But my Decepticon bought me mineral water after that.
So sweet of him ;)

See I got this when I bought my tickets :

If you don't have this, then you cannot be the coolest kid ever.
Haha, see, *so-chio-omg-I-can-die*.
I wished it was Optimus Prime on it though.

Anyway, it's so not cool to sit at the B row, like "Wth,so near ah?"
Seriously, it's like the thing shoo shoo shoo, transformed and you can see nothing.
BUT!
What to do, so many people, no place left, no tickets.
Haihs, desperate for the second time.
Haha!


Seriously I was very very impressed with the animation of the movie.
Especially the Megatron part, the one transformed from the big truck with a big cloth behind.

About the storyline, seriously I cannot get it.

Baby and I discussed about the movie and the results were as below :

1. The storyline is so damn packed, like every character appeared for just a very short period of time, then ciao.

2. The one with the mighty looks died just like that.

3. Why does Optimus have different partners in every new episode?

4. They should have at least showed us the scene of how they did not get send back.

5. Why is that very sex appeal lady doing there? All she did was just screaming and shouting, showing her very beautiful body (Even I was envy with that, jaws dropped) and the last part was even funnier, all she did was just brainwashing Megatron and they fought, then done. So easy, just brainwash at the first ma wth -_-

6. I wished lucky bunny can be transformed into something.

7. Optimus and Megatron never had a fight scene before Optimus killed him, so easy meh -_-

8. Soundtrack good.

9. Sound effect great.

10. Animation good.

11. Animation great.

12. Animation awesome.

Overall, it's quite awesome actually, but sadly, not to what I've expected.
I think it's really good since everyone clapped at the end of the movie.
Epic, I clapped too, for the sake of the very very very fawesome animation.
No worries,
I still love you Optimus Prime and my fellow autobots!
*Wink*


Wokei, will update my blog tomorrow again since I'm so freaky free now.
WEE :D

Before I end my post,

Catch the trailer of Transformer 3 : Dark Of The Moon first and faster get your tickets now!
Go and watch it before it's too late!
:)

Ciao.

I'm doing my bestest.

Hello, *Say Hello To Goodbye*.
Wait la.
Teehee. :D

What's with that bottles above?
Nuffin, just to update my blog.

Lol, I'm kidding.
That's what we called Lomography.
Can I add a Diana F+ to my wishlist?

Shall add To Be Rich instead. fml.

Anyway, updating soon!
Since my break's coming and I'm happy and,
Yeh :D


Last but not least,

F backstabbers :)



Ciao`
:)

Do you feel cold and lost in desperation?
You build up hope and failure's all you've known.
Remember all the sadness and frustration, and let it go.
Let it go. :)

我很勤劳 之 割到手 篇。

我很勤劳，

拍照。

哈哈哈哈哈 ;D

没有啦。
我真的很勤劳的了。

功课多到不像话，
你说像话吗？

气死人 o.o

话说某个星期四，
也可以说是每个星期四，
我们，
小部分的人，
都会留在学校做我们那该死的功课。

为什么该死，

第一 自己要花钱买染料和材料。

第二 自己要花钱买染料和材料。


第三 自己要花钱买染料和材料。




钱 绝对不是个问题，问题是 我没有钱。
XD
很贵叻，心痛。

想读设计的你们，
请再三考虑蛤！
哈哈，这样我们的饭碗才保得住！

开玩笑的啦，
其实重点是 做这种 人工印刷的东西，

真的是很 八达留 的 八件单 吖！

最不简单的就是要把自己设计好的东西割出来。

我有穿裤子啦放心，还有这不是裙子。
很粗鲁才像我嘛 :D


因为已经不是小学中学了，
所以用的刀片也不是普通的刀片。
有不同总类的刀片。

啊，其实给我最普通的，
也会发生同样的事。
:(

那就是 ：

想不开，自残。

错，哈哈！
那里有可能。

就 割到手了啦！！
:(

而且不是第一次。
可以想象一下那伤口有多深，多痛嘛。
TT

小朋友，
请勿模仿。
姐姐是有炼过的。
:(


你看小小琦，
虽然人矮，但办起来事来效率比任何人都来得高！

假假称赞她一下啦，
看在她那么可爱的份上。

XD



进化论 ：1 草图 2 割好的形 3 放上染料的形

由于过程太过复杂，
所以我也不解释太多了。

XD

总之那天我整个就是狼狈 很狼狈 还是狼狈。

:O

有看过以前那种当日本军来得时候，
每个人要躲在地下道的场景吗？


很像 是不是？

XDDDDDDDD
她很好心呐，谢谢你啊。
帮我量位置。
德里马 卡西 哦 Baby Girl ♥


虽然割到手，
不过
这点小伤口，那又算什么！

成果才是最重要地。
虽然不是很完美，还算不错了啦。
至少我很满意就可以了嘛。
:D


Mai Hiam Behh Pai la :P

这样就完成了！

好地，
我要去做功课了。
也有可能是要去睡觉了。
o.o

晚安！

功课，加油！
我，加油！

哦 耶 ♥


Ciao`